I could think normal, but not now…
My thoughts growing wild
Just like a mischievous child,
Now one couldn’t stop that, I too didn’t know how.
Thoughts full of negatives, and only those.
Not about me or my future,
But on my lover’s nature.
Is she good and just? The question on and goes.
‘I am good’ she said, and only she till now.
Her bunch of 15 was unknown
And she lied she’s all alone.
Solitude was her solace! I wondered how?
Trusted her before, I, before that very night.
Called her up just to chat easy.
She cut that saying she was busy.
I doubted her solitude…which was not in my sight.
At times I said her ‘I love u’
Never from the bottom of my heart.
I only imagined the person on the cot,
I couldn’t love her anymore honest and true.
I don’t know how to tame my negative thought
Going and growing like the tree’s branches,
Spoiling my love it elegantly dances.
I blamed the only thing…..THE SEED OF DOUBT!
My thoughts growing wild
Just like a mischievous child,
Now one couldn’t stop that, I too didn’t know how.
Thoughts full of negatives, and only those.
Not about me or my future,
But on my lover’s nature.
Is she good and just? The question on and goes.
‘I am good’ she said, and only she till now.
Her bunch of 15 was unknown
And she lied she’s all alone.
Solitude was her solace! I wondered how?
Trusted her before, I, before that very night.
Called her up just to chat easy.
She cut that saying she was busy.
I doubted her solitude…which was not in my sight.
At times I said her ‘I love u’
Never from the bottom of my heart.
I only imagined the person on the cot,
I couldn’t love her anymore honest and true.
I don’t know how to tame my negative thought
Going and growing like the tree’s branches,
Spoiling my love it elegantly dances.
I blamed the only thing…..THE SEED OF DOUBT!